Hi everyone, I think I might be part of a system of some sort? We definitely have a lot of dissociative symptoms, but we don’t know what could’ve caused us to have a system. We do have some trauma, but I don’t know if it’s bad enough to cause a system (at the time we didn’t even think of it as very bad, but after it ended, it kind of haunted us in a way, Ace, our host, couldn’t stop thinking about it and blaming aerself for it). We might just have depersonalization/derealization disorder, but we also might fall into the unspecified dissociative disorder category. We used to say we had osdd-1b because we don’t have amnesia, things other alters do are just a bit fuzzier and don’t feel like it was us. A lot of the time it seems like just different sides or even just emotions/moods of the same person, but right now, I’m absolutely sure I’m not just a different side of Ace, I’m a different person (though I’m not sure who I am.) We might be some kind of median system, but we’re not sure of our origins (can we count as traumagenic if our trauma was later than usual, and symptoms started showing up way after that anyways? Was our trauma even what caused our system? Actually, one of our alters believes they remember comforting Ace when they were really little, long before our trauma and realizing we were a system, but we don’t know if that’s an actual memory or something our mind came up with later on, after our alters formed).

Anyways, this turned out really long, sorry, but thanks for reading it anyways. Bye!