hihi! so i (mercury) discovered in feb 2021 that im an age regressor and have been trying my best to embrace that side of me. however, as i look back, i'm rlly starting to question if it's age regression or some sort of (likely endogenic) plurality.
reasons i believe i may be plural:
i act REALLY differently from lumi (she/they/cloud/bun, "pure regression" name) and sage (it/they/cub, "impure regression" name)
whenever i "age regress" or get out of "age regression" i can literally feel it as if two people are swapping in my head
i may have amnesia? i rlly don't remember much about my life apart from very specific things unless i focus hard enough
reasons i believe it may just be age regression:
i'm dx'd as autistic, and for a time i did hyperfocus on learning everything abt did, osdd, and plurality in general, so it could just be that kicking in
i don't have an inner world. like at all.
any inner communication i try to have feels forced (tho it also doesn't at the same time?)
the only headmates i have, if they are headmates, are lumi and sage (and possibly an mother figure prolly named annalise who,,, idek whats going on there but she helps calm all of us down when one of us has a meltdown)
if anyone could help it'd rlly be appreciated!! <333
- mercury (and also lumi a bit)